In the name of responsibility

As I was walking back home one day, I saw a man with his daughter picking up rubbish. To my surprise it was not even their compound but it belongs to the public. For ages none of us take the responsibility to pick it up but the act of the man and his daughter somehow touched me and it made me realize that a simple deed can make this world a better place. Yeah of course it’s not even their duty but somehow the rubbish will give such a terrible and horrendous sight.

 Back in school, I have to keep on reminding my students to pick up the litters on the floor but the words that will always come out from their mouth “It’s not mine!”  Well that’s explains why we are listed in the top least courteous. The blaming game will always go one with no one to take charge of it. Hey you! It’s not about finding who’s the one responsible in throwing the litter but it’s about how we as a civilized citizen willing to pick it up in the name of responsibility.

We do can make a difference! Let’s make the change now and make Malaysia a better place to live in! 

Inside out of ME

I’m searching for the voice

The one that I could no longer hear

I’m reaching up for the hands

But unreachable

All I have is only a dream

Uttering the word good bye makes the water falling from eyes

How could I ever stop it?

When it flows like a river

This tender heart of mine longing for her

Crying for her

The warm hands of her

The love that covers and comforts me

They are gone

Buried together with the pain and suffering

Are you doing fine there?

We miss you so much

How could I ever forget you?

An amazing and dedicated lady 

I’m proud being your girl

It’s time to start anew

The journey in upholding your legacy

The legacy of love, courage and fighting spirit.

Thank a TEACHER

As I was scrolling and looking for the latest new in FB I found this very interesting stuffs

Time pertandingan bola.. cikgu jd REFEREE..
Time budak nak bertanding apa2 acara... cikgu jd JURULATIH..
Time kutip yuran.. cikgu jd AKAUNTAN..
Time budak sakit.. cikgu jd DOKTOR..
Time ceramah.. cikgu jd MOTIVATOR..
Time hias kelas.. cikgu jd PELUKIS SENI..
Time persembahan hari guru.. cikgu jd KOMPOSER..
Time baiki kerusi rosak.. cikgu jd TUKANG KAYU..
Time budak muntah/berak dlm kelas.. cikgu jd TUKANG CUCI..
Time budak mencuri.. cikgu jd DETEKTIF..
Time budak wat persembahan... cikgu jd PHOTOGRAPHER
Time perkhemahan.. cikgu jd TENTERA..
Time hari kantin.. cikgu jadi PENIAGA PASAR MALAM..
Time hari Guru... cikgu jd PENYANYI..
Time gotong royong sekolah... cikgu jd TUKANG KEBUN
Time parent amek lambat... cikgu jd BABY SITTER..
Time budak bergaduh.. cikgu jd HAKIM MAHKAMAH..
Time budak sakit kecemasan.. cikgu jd PEMANDU AMBULANS..
Time merentas desa.. cikgu jd POLIS TRAFIK..
Time budak sedih.. cikgu jd PELAWAK..

I agree with all the statements as it’s not easy to hold the title TEACHER. Let me list down my portfolios for this year.

1. Class teacher – A mother of 30 students, counselor, accountant, designer (class deco)

2. Coach for netball and manager for volleyball

3. First-aid teacher – I’m a nurse now!!!!

4. House master – manager of 100++ students for Sports Day

5. Cookery club – I can work as a chef too

6. A teacher who teaches in class, English Form 2, Pendidikan Moral Form 1 & Literature in English Form 5

I shall say this, I’M PROUD TO BE A TEACHER.

If you think teacher is the easiest job in this world, THINK AGAIN!!!!

P/S: SPM result coming out soon, oh my lit students I pray that you will obtain a good result. Dup dap dup dap.

How I ended my 2011

Ø Went back to my hometown…so lucky that it was durian season I have a multilicious (the new word I created) durians from Ranau. Seriously peeps Ranau durian is on top of the chart.

Ø Organizing an impromptu Tcamp at my grandma’s kampong. Feel blessed and the peeps there asked me ‘where you’ve been hiding for all this while, we need you here!!’ and my answer was I’m not hiding it’s just that I’m immersed myself in a low-profile mode.

Ø Looking after my mom and accompanied her to go for scheduled appointments at 2 hospitals. (a must-to-do thing when I’m at home)

Ø Visited my girlfriend at her Tiger Homestay in Lawas, thanks for the warm and super duper hospitality given by Pammy and her familia.

Ø Attended my buddy’s intercultural wedding, Datuk Henry my buddy during uni time. An Iban married to a Lundayeh. Having a new experience of attending a Lundayeh wedding. I take my hat off to them as they are still practicing their culture.

Ø Visited another buddy from uni time, Salvia as she will have her engagement ceremony the next day (she’s engaged now), couldn’t make it for the engagement ceremony as we needed to head back to hometown so we made an early visit.

Ø Celebrated Christmas at my grandma’s kampong for the first time ever in my life. Though it was simple, I did enjoy myself.

Ø Having open house at my cuzzie’s house. Another makan-makan time, the part where I’m surely gain some weight.

Ø Girlfriends day out with my secondary school besties; Dora, Tom & Betty. We headed to Tan Sri’s house(btw it’s not his title it’s his name) to eat durian and had a photography session at Tugu Nunuk Ragang. As usual I’ll be the model.

Ø Having a Christmas celebration at my very own kampong and as usual we are in-charge of the deco.

Ø Fly back to KL with heavy-hearted, I bid adieu to my Mom and I cried. Over and over again I’ve been thinking “AM I TOO SELFISH?”.

Ø Attended meeting with the CEO and knew that 2012 will be a tough and challenging and the good news has put a smile on everyone’s faces . More responsibilities to come!!!!

Ø My New Year celebration- a steamboat session at Pastor P’s house. Doing countdown by sleeping and realized that clock struck 12 with the sound of the fireworks that lasted for quite a long time. I was super duper tired from the journey from Ranau to Kl then early morning meeting that I wrapped myself inside a blanket and didn’t even care about new year.

2011 has been a great and blessed year for me. I started my career as teacher and involved with so many things in ministries. 2012…………..here I come!!!!